pistol to my head br finger on the trigger br time to eat lead br for breakfast lunch and dinner br click goes the gun br boom goes my brains br its not all that fun br when you're going insane br i fall to the ground br blood splattered like rain br thud is the sound br the usual pain br i fall asleep br my other dimension br I'm in it to deep br Ive lost all connections br no gun in there br no bullet to load br just me in the air br an endless road br in here I'm serene br there's room to breath br I'm alive in my dreams br i never want to leave br ignorance is bliss br let the world pass me by br i doubt ill be missed br and i wont care why br its too good to last br I'm sharply awoken br its gone in a flash br my hearts still broken br the guns in my hand br a bullet on the table br my demons in command br he's slain my angel br i try to walk away br but all my paths bring me back br to this never ending highway br this cycle has me trapped br i load the gun br and replay the scene br cuz there's no where to run br and i miss my dreams br click goes the trigger br bang goes my head br flowing crimson rivers br and things left unsaid br i sink into silence br its where i belong br no need for guidance br no need to be strong br as soon as its here br the moment is gone br plunged back into fear br and everything wrong br back to routine br back where it hurts br away from my dreams br into my hearse br cuz whatever i do br wherever i go br my options are few br and there's bullets to loadbr br Anthony Spiros Mcgilvrabr br