My past is so crazy. br I been a coil for the longst br Trusting no one. br I abused my gifted. br played with girls heart br I should be alived i sin so much. br Cry so many tears for the fallen. br My grandma br My cousin br my family br God give me one more cjhance br I lost and forgotten who i am br Lost in all this fame br I am a young man br Not a man hoe br SO leave me br I am not messing up br I am doing me br Please forgive me for hurting u.