What am I supposed to do br now that all the best parts of me br are gone? br I'm nothing, br like a grape br left out too long. br Soggy and sour. br Allowing my anger to slip up br and now it feels like br no one wants me br And it's the truth. br All the people who used to care br found someone else br or don't want me around anymore. br The curses they threw br still sting. br Yet, br they didn't say anything to me. br Maybe that's why br it hurt so bad. br Because they just really don't care. br So much hurt br caused by so little. br Why does he insist br on ridiculing br and abusing me to tears? br I've done nothing br NOTHING br to deserve this treatment. br But he's pushed me br to the very edge. br Blade to skin br and nothing holding me back. br His insults br ringing in my ears. br Can't decide, br so much at stake. br Why, why br won't I just give up? br You've proved your point, br just cut, br I argue with no one at all. br You know you'll feel better. br But I won't. br Just screaming and screaming, br it seems like br that's all he can do. br I didn't do anything wrong br so he makes faults appear br out of thin air. br As if I don't hurl enough br all on my very own. br Tear, tear. br Nobody cares emo girl. br Just go die. br br Feb.