All of me and things I`ll never be, br Evaporation and what I cannot see. br Confound and cloud my reality… br In this life of death and finality. br My days merge and tend to blend, br With nights spilling its lethal ends. br I supplicate for the most basic needs br Submerged in dearth and desperacies br I reluctantly sacrifice my will and self br Storing desires on the highest shelf. br Blessings withdraw their jovial pledge... br A withering promise of flight and fledge. br Too much weight, it`s bearing down. br Hesitations fasten me to the ground. br I cannot see, my eyes are bleached br And my mind pours from every breach. br Insecurity invades my solitary space, br Till I no longer recognize my own face.