I see you wondering br It’s almost as if br I’m watching a movie, br I’m having a dream. br This is fake, br At least that’s what br I want it to be. br Tho I know that it’s real. br Everyday something new comes up. br Everyday there is more pain. br Everyday I sit in the darkness, br Wondering what’s next. br Everyday I sit alone br Crying, asking for help.