I'll br try br hold br them back. br I'll try my br best to smile br through my pain, br to act like nothing's br wrong I'll put a smile on br on my face pretend my br world isn't falling apart, br that i'm not fighting. Fighting br with tears every second. By the br end of the day, I can't take it br no more. I run home to be br alone. so i can stop holding br them back. so i can br shed the first of br many tears br br When i first wrote this poem, it was meant to be a shape poem, in the shape of a tear to show how i've felt for the passed year.