I'm not shy, I'm anti-social br I'm not rebellious, I just don't care. br I'm not sad, I'm depressed br I didn't leave, I was never there. br I'm not unfortunate, I'm cursed br I'm not hungry, I'm starved. br I'm not confused, I'm lost br I'm not hurt, I'm scarred. br I'm not lonely, I've been abandoned br My heart didn't break, it was destroyed. br It wasn't bad, it was devastating br these feelings were of those I couldn't avoid. br I didn't cry, I bled tears as I grieved br I didn't get over it, I recovered. br I'm not ready, I'm prepared. br I don't need to be found, I need to be discovered. br I didn't go on, I started over br Couldn't live without you, but now I can. br I dont want more, I deserve better br I'm not a nice girl, but I'm a good woman.