Moments when I can't think clearly br when I forgot how lucky I am br br Indeed, things happen beyond my control br but it all happen for its best br br although there are moments br when it makes me cry [a lot] and angry, br then forgot how lucky I am br br that I able to see things differently br be a shoulder to cry on br and be meaningful in my every moves br br Nights, moments when I ask too many questions br Moments when I discover me, more… br When I forgot, I just stood there, br as if I look for nothing br only see life in its sadness, br in its negative point of view then I cry br br Wonder why br br that's when I forgot how lucky I am, br but don't we all do? br When I forgot, br I ignore the words 'thank you' br br I prefer to keep silent br then I read every note I've made br br Mr. Time reminds me a lot, br in the strangest way br br so many things I missed lately br those who appreciate friendship br who taught me to be modest, to be wise br that do good deeds with no rewards, bullshit! br br Kindness, br sincerity, br wonder if it still exist br br a listener, br an adviser, br br maybe those who still believe br that dreams don't grow on trees br br Jakarta,06.06.