I have loved and found loving kind br Until I found myself waiting br And the waiting never seemed to end br The love I felt grew on my soul br Weighted me to this earth br Till I could not stomach it anymore br And looked to cut myself free br It hurt like I had never been told br How could I expect to find this br I never knew the pain of love br Until I first fell into it br Now I just want to forget everything br But there is blood on my heart br Of a dying love how do wash it free br I had love and enjoyed loves company br Till it treated me so unkind br Do I still believe that love is real br Do I believe that its out there for me br I have no answer while I look down br At the blood on my heartbr br Matthew Hollowaybr br