after she had sex with me br she wanted me to talk with her br then she said I was aloof br not friendly-  I was distant br brainy but obtuse br annoyingly insensitive br slow to understand br why she labeled me br I still don't comprehend br that was many years ago br when I was very young br I wonder what she'd say today br have I changed in time br for better or for worse br what attracted her initially br was my vibrant sexuality br Now she is a ghost to me br I will never see her again br my questions are rhetorical br I simply want to understandbr br Andy Caldwellbr br