laying my head on the pillow, br there was deep darkness br around me br and through the darkness br i came across a world br most desirable by man, br pigs could fly without br anyone fearing for their lives, br people had faces brighter br than the morning sun, br everyone loved and treated br each other as though siblings who just reconciled br br laying my head on the pillow, br how could this be, br everything i loved, br things i've come to like, br all existed in this place, br flowers, birds and fish br sang a song that knew br no sadness or sorrow, br br laying my head on the pillow, br as if awakened from day dreaming and given br a reality check, br the world i had come to br know and love disappeared, br i was now in a place where br sadness, pain and sorrow br ruled everything that existed, br there was nowhere to run to, br it was a place without hope, br but i believed in hope br that one day the world br that once existed would br come back and this br would all just be a dream, br br but things got worse, br no life existed, br even trees were without leaves, br the ground under my feet br started falling apart, br i grabbed on to the nearest branch but it broke off br and i was falling into the br darkness deep down br it was a bottomless pit, br then awakened and realized br i was just laying my head br on the pillow.