I managed it today, br To hold myself up, br To not fall apart and crumble in grief, br My chest ached its never ending pain, br I still felt weak and empty, br But now it was barable, br It was a nightmare you never wake up from, br A heart attack you never die or recover from, br This pain I felt ate me, br From the inside out, br Today though, br I could breath, br I could stumble but not fully walk, br My heart still ached but the hole was recovering, br I cried few tears, br And let someone in, br I made an effort today to be a little bit strongerbr br Cierrah Smilesbr br