I look forward to death -It's the only thing that keeps me alive. br It's the only thing that keeps me sane in a world filled with insanity. br Knowing that someday these voices of terror will not fill my mind any longer. br Knowing that someday I will be in a place that nobody can disturb me, br that nobody can take away my privacy. br I do not fear death. br Instead I invite him every chance I get, hoping that he will soon prove to me I am capable of being happy.