When I was a little girl br all tucked away in bed br My eyes would suddenly open br So much going around my head br br I knew that very moment br back in my room it be br I didn't have to look br as my mind could always see. br br 'Oh no...not again' br I would think in my bed br The monsters back here again br the one that's black and red. br br The battles start in my head br I cannot hear a word br just pressure..oh so much now br and a mocking that is heard. br br Shhh...be so still br Under the blanket I would slide br Pressure making me physically sick br there is no where else to hide. br br I feel another presence now br this one..He's a Friend br He will keep me safe from it br and to it..put an end. br br There is someone else also br something always in the hall br a man in black tails and hat br a man so very tall. br br This one laughs..waiting for me br and around him death is near br he's waiting to take me with him br take me right away from here. br br For a long Time these attacks went on br eventually they ceased to be br but still here with me now and then br tucked away in my memory. br br I ask You Lord..if they were real br or just a small child's mind br I'll wait for You to answer br although I know what I will find. br br A member of that household br come to me one day br and started talking of those days br and then preceded to say... br br One night..in bed..awoken br to a strange man in the hall br he was dressed all in black br and oh so very tall. br br Black tails he was wearing then br an old top hat on his head br A strange looking visitor.. br A friend of yours? ..she said. br br Now I had my answer br now to ask..just why? br I stand a little overwhelmed br do I laugh or do I cry? br br The things that I had 'dreamed' back then br were all so very real br Things beyond earth's knowledge br and You were there Lord...I could feel.