In those days br I was so fascinated br by your spell that br I chanted your name br so many times in a day! br I had to write an br address for my next door br neighbor, and br I passed it to her. br Frowning she gave br me back that paper br and I saw I wrote br your name. br Your number I kept br under the guise of br of my cousin. br How long could I do that? br Just tell me Ricky, how long? br We don't have any road br to choose than our old br hackneyed way. br What's for next? br No future, no peace. br My mom must have killed me, br if she could catch me. br I don't want to read any br novel which I can't finish. br I'm reading now the same br book, keeping the same br page mark, only she can turn it br over, she? You know my mom.