One minute, im thinking; br the next im dreaming; br about me scratching myself br until I start bleeding; br i dianose myself, im insane; br so I asked you, my lord; br will you throw me in the br pit of flames? br for not being obedient and br spiritually accord; br ohh god! ! ! Please my lord, br ill repent; br all my beneviolence into br your hands; br from all the negative br thoughts within my br conscience; br like being in the dessert, br covered with sand; br without food and water; br i pray onto you my lord; br ill obey your orders; br to be much more stronger, br to recieve your sword.