He tells me about his trips and the things he sees br but with a smile on his face br and it makes me mad that br people pay to be insane br br i wonder a lot why i can’t buy sanity back br even if it’s only temporary br br where’s the fairness in anything? br br maybe it hides between the stories br you’ve experienced and br the ones you have told br br maybe it lies beneath the br belly of the beast br that comes out to play br with all the demons that i bring br my monsters against yours br br he’s so lucky and he doesn’t even know br i’d give anything for the afterglow br br if it meant i knew this would soon end br br but i guess i was built for this kind of world br the one you wish to see br the one you pay to see br the one that’s only a dream to you br but a reality to me br br i’m ready to die and move onto the next br i’m ready to leave you all behind so i can growbr br Sammi Amabr br