My eyes are red and mind is indignant br And a face I have too much annoyed br You need not to bother them at all br It is true that I am angry and vexed br And that is not with any one of you br But i am enraged and infuriated with myself br To lead a life and just to sustain br I need to go down and to such a low br From taking bribery to telling lies br Doing conspiracy and spreading malice br As if I do not have any human quality br Nor have I any human value or merit br I am totally disgusted with myself br and fed up with this life which wants br more than the things I can honestly earn br and manage, a huge pity on me, br I cannot live a life, just and true, br without bias and without prejudice br It is an utter shame that I could not take br A balanced view over matters till date br It is too long that I fail to win over br Fear, favor neither have i control over lust and greed br My eyes are red and I am really furious br I shall not let myself to get away this time br and walk away it off the hook easilybr br Abdul Wahabbr br