the river of life flows br through eternity br no beginning no middle no end br a cycle a circle br br i travelled far br i have battled with giving br battled with giving in br merging with feelings br frightening like br pebbles grinding down to sand br timeless and profound br br covering my isolated journey br in oblivion in 'meant to be' br searching acceptance br to love myself enough br to dance with the wisdom br of accepting the truth br br the ocean of life left me br gasping on the shore br to lie together and reach out br memories of future past and present br no more fear br of ports of misdirection br br the river of life flows br through eternity br no beginning no middle no end br i found my unique soul connection br i am not lost, father, br you are the loserbr br seeme nowbr br