Seduced by darkness br A slave to the dead br A walking zombie- br So many lose screws in the head! br br Uncontrollable feelings br To slice the vein in my neck br And, fall to the ground br A beautiful, bloody wreck br br Dreaming of asphyxiation br To be choked, suffocated, and beaten! br Left in the darkness br Clawing and screaming! br br The Demon's invade br Yes-they break through again br It's just a cycle of lust br And, obsession over death that won't end br br Clawing at my skin br Ripping at the roots of my hair br Yet, I can't seem to find, now, br One single reason left to care br br Death? It consumes me. br It takes it's hold, and grips firm br The struggle is infinite br The voice is repetitive and stands stern br br I hear one million voices br But, they all say it too br And, there's no way to break free br I just have no fu*king clue br br How it even began- br But, this IS my obsession! br And, I'm riding the waves now br Of a deep rooted depression! br br I just want to bleed br To see if I'm real br But, even the deepest wound, it seems, br Cannot make me feel br br So embracing this fate br That it seems I've been written br I accept defeat br And, allow myself to be bitten br br By the bite of The Devil br As death pulls at my soul br My breaths, they grow weaker, br My voice screams out 'no! ' br br Yet, I continue this journey br I go on and keep walking, br And, as my body shuts down br I am no longer talking br br I give into this craving br This twisted desire, br And, I finally embrace- br Death, as I drift higher.