in the tears of a clown br i cry not just for myself br but the inturnal death br of what is called life br br in the tears of a clown br i yearn for importance br that can satisfy my depression br that makes my life miserible br but i'll smile like im ok br for the sake of everyone else br br in the tears of a clown br i shed a sinlge tear because br i feel like the clown in life br can't do nothing right br always hiding behind a mask br to hide the truth the sorrow br that silently kills me br br in the tears of a clown br i go around and make a br life of making others smile br while suffering behind mask br but they will never know br br because... i hide behind the mask of a clown that br hides the tears because emotions br is the same as weakness in my eyes... br i will not live life that way...