wake up and watch the ceiling br out of water to weep with br get up, turn on the TV br the world is dead on CNN br breakfast tastes like ash br that's what you said i am br i am all i have br isn't it good to be lonely? br br sit here, sit here br stare at the walls br empty heart, home br and i chant br i am nothing br i am nothing br i am br br shower to wash off the stench br of nightmares br it isn't all in my head br the coffee is laughing br i will smoke two cigarettes br one for death now and br one for those i never met br i'm sorry we won't have br a chance br br sit here, sit here br stare at the walls br empty heart, home br and i chant br i am nothing br i am nothing br i am br br i am not real, i'm gray and nothing br things become less inside me br a draining death, br should be so lucky br an open wound, br i'm promising br br and i chant br i am nothing br i am nothing br i am br br i ask you, walls br forget me br hold my hurt br forgive me br i must convince myself br i am nothing i am nothing i am nothing i am...