I try to cope with the side effects br of not having you. br My heart suffers from anxiety. br My mind wrestles with the br numerous possibilities of what br you could be doing. br I'm going crazy because I've br never felt this way before. br The side effects have got me br all tied down. br There is littl that can be done. br My heart is aching for you. br My mind tries not to think of you. br I want you but can't br i still have this separation br which is killing me with a br slow blade to the heart. br These side effects are too br much for me. br I hate side effects for br these side effects are killing br me mentally br side effects...