After the low spark of the br crackling br fuzzy br red electric guitar br faded to black br somewhere around 6 a.m. br during the weekend br br After the Loritabs, alcohol and nicotine br had worn off br br And the wisteria was just a br dusty, light purple memory br br I came crashing back to earth br all broken again br br and br br I'm beginning not to br give a damn br anymore.