My doubting mind knows br That you do not want me br It would never work out br Anyone can see br br I am lonely for the touch br And I really miss the lust br I really miss the kissing br I miss the stupid trust br br I miss the secret groping br The touching in the night br I miss knowing someone wants me br The passionate delight br br I miss the guarding protection br The jealousy gone mad br How people look so good outside br But really act so ‘BAD’ br br I miss the spontaneous kindness br The cheek pecks all around br I miss having arms about me br And that wonderful ‘I LOVE YOU’ sound br br I know I will die a spinster br Curled up in my bed br But what I really wish br Is that I had you insteadbr br Missy Lynnbr br