I sliced at my wrists, br Stabbed at my heart. br My mind drenched in wine, br More running down my spine. br br The room started spinning, br What was I putting myself through? br Blood running down my arm, br And I couldn't see the harm. br br I laugh at the sight of danger, br And couldn't see all the anger that I carried inside. br br I was watching someone else, br Hiding from this person. br They were scary, br Looking weary. br I couldn't see that this was me. br How could it be? br I drifted away, br Couldn't live the life I was living. br br I dug the knife deeper, br Like the grim reaper after he haunts you. br br This must be just a dream, br Cause nothing is ever what it seems. br br I woke up when the ambulance came, br Nothing could ever be the same. br I heard someone call my name before I woke, br But who? br br Give me some more wine, br Or I'm gonna pass out again. br br I am still alive! br Shit, br I survived. br br I feel like a bird, br Caged withour a key. br Everyone comes to stare at me, br Comments on my beauty. br People don't know how I feel inside, br Through this smile I cry.