A dark cloud appears before me br Blocking out all that I could see br You carry on and think that all is fine br You don’t hear the clues or see the sign br I cry alone while you walk past br You think it’s a phase and that I’ll last br But I’ve lost the will to carry on br The hope and love is there, but gone br I can’t remember how to laugh or smile br Been salty tears and silence for a while br I’d love to tell you just how I really feel br But I’m too ashamed to admit it’s real br I just stare blankly into space br A constant struggle constant race br I want to go on, I want to win br But my heart is weak, it just gives in br I know im not perfect or right in everyway br I might not do the right things or know what to say br So what if you hate me I really don’t care br I like to be alone with nobody there br The more people around me the more alone I feel br In a world of my own where nothing is really realbr br Becky Ginnbr br