I'm in a world that isn't there br At least not there for me br What is it that I'm lacking br That I can't see what others see br br Is there an aura that surrounds me br Restricting vision in the air br Or am I just a marionette br With strings attached and unaware br br I try to rise above it br With leaden limbs that hold me back br Its like swimming through an oil pit br And I cannot find the track br br I may waste away upon the morn br With this burden filled with fears br Or awake in blessed sunshine br To kiss away my tears br br Will I ever shake this loss from me br And engrave me with a smile br Or will I walk this earth till my demise br Till once again I hold my child.