It hasn't been easy br There's little that's simple now br The older I'm getting br It's harder to figure out br - It's a mountain of rocks br - While I dream of the beach br - Everything that I want br - Is somehow just out of reach br br It isn't my feelings br It's everyone elses blame br The world doesn't know me br Nor does it owe me anything br - It's a quarry of gravel br - As I walk with bare feet br - A gun with no handle br - A chair with no seat br br I'll drown on my own br So there's no need to help me br I'm filthy br Un healthy br Don't tell me what isn't true br .... 'Cause I'll just beleive you br .... 'Cause I'll just beleive you br ..... You know where this goes to br ..... You know what they wont do br ....It's time that they show you br ....... Instead.....