I'm sick of feelin' like an orphan br Suicidal thoughts keep relapsin in my head br Very often br Ask anyone i know if i'm ready for my coffin br Mama i love you but still i wish br You had an abortion br br I'm sick of dreamin' like a haunting br Suicidal loss, deep relapsin in my bed br Very often br Sealed with a kiss is a letter from my coffin br Mama i love you but this is it br Don't be sad, From your son br br I was never smothered with love br Now i'm covered in blood br ...