My body remains lifeless, br Lethargic, br Longing br For the one, br The only, br Instant relief br From this weight br That has become my crippling disease. br I lay drenched in a toxic sweat br In what I refer to as a comatose sleep, br Unaware of exactly how many hours, br Days and nights are lost within this state of oblivion br My eyes struggle to remain open, br My mind searches the space it resides br Persistently craving – br Tormented br As it endlessly hunts br For the chemical needed for my recovery.