Shivers running down my back br And tears filling my eyes br Once again I am alone br When I let down my disguise br br I’m hearing noises in my head br Voices of confusion br And once again turning to self harm br Seems to be my only solution br br I feel the blade cold against my wrist br As all feelings begin to disappear br I’m not scared of it anymore br No longer I have fear br br I push down hard and feel release br And watch the blood run down br I embrace the darkness br As I fall to the ground br br And now I’m gone I wonder why br I ever had the delusion br That dying is not the answer br For it is the solutionbr br Amelie Anonymousbr br