I can feel you still; your warm body on mine br Holding me, touching me caressing me as one br And my hands running smooth and soft across your perfect skin br With silken strokes that excite me br How can one person be encapsulated in such beauty? br Your breath was always sweet and br I dreamed of you last night….. br I woke with tears on my pillow, sadness in my heart that br Squeezed any happiness I could have woken with right out…. br Oh where are you now, are you stroking someone else br These thoughts cut through me like a knife br Throughout my whole being, and tears they flow so easily br Stinging and causing me to blink and close my eyes br Those tears to dropp on my lap as I sit alone and weep br And still I long for and hope for and pray for you br But still I know there is no chance br br You’ve left me now with no going back br Although I would take you back in a heartbeat br Forgive all, forget and cherish more memories br Made together br But you cannot my love… your heart is filled with pain br Pain from your past freezing out what could be warm thoughts br That stops you forgiving, that keeps the coldness in there br br I send messages to you, across the wind br Loving messages on the wing of a prayer br Hoping you will pick them up, just like that br Whispering in your ear and telling you I am still here br Waiting for you, holding my breath, waiting for you br To return to me…….