An unnamed despair br Gnaws my insides. br Desolate and alone- br Suddenly. br br Unknowing, yet br Unceasing is the br Numbness. br br A thick haze of br Self-piteous vapours br Fogs my consciousness; br And all I want br Is to seek br The darkest corner br Of Isolation. br br Numb. br br Yet I must acknowledge br That when this ice cracks br And I shall be br Chilled to the bone br In pain, br I shall be glad. br br At least then br I would feel br And, once again, br br Be Human.