Finding yourself br in the dark hole br you are completely br familiar with br such a sad br place to be again br br Your fighting br to stay sain and stay br above water br while people br watch. Do they have br the slightest idea? br br So quiet and peace br ful on the outside br i'm like noone br fighting the urge br to run everyday br br everybody denying anything br is wrong, they say everything br is completely normal. br Everybody loves to sleep br br Not like you do br unconcious to all br your problems eating br you alive. br Everybody eats br br Not how much you do br so full you can't br walk resorting br to a porcelain br glass bowl..