Eating away at me br From the inside out. br I use it as my control. br Keeping me alive through the day. br br My stomach tries to scream. br But i muffle the sounds with a laugh br so no one can hear. br Sometimes it acts up br and then i have to hit it. br br I dont want to. br But i will. br br I drink my coffee. br Smoke my ciggarettes. br Take my diet pills br and hope to wake up thin. br br I never do. br But one day i will. br br Working harder each and everyday. br A little less food, A lot more exercise. br One day i WILL be thin. br br Just wait and see. br I'll show you all. br br When there is no more to be taken from br the inside, it will work on the outside. br I will no longer need control. br Nothing will be keeping me alive br besides the happiness that comes with being thin.