You are a chapter of my life br That refuses to end br A fixated character br Always lurking in some dark corner br Desperately awaiting br To reveal your face br I've built bridges and roads br to avoid your path br You burn them down br Collapse them to rubble and dust br From which they were born br All the words I write br To seek distance from you br You shred them all br Spread them out br Like ashes in a wildfire br However you don't stand alone br In your guilty stance br For I too am guilty br I allow you to control me br I set myself victim br To your charm br But maybe one day br I shall be born with carpenters hands br I will build that bridge you see br One that can't be washed away br One day br I shall write you br Out of this story br Called my lifebr br Kay Gardnerbr br