I'm trying my best, br to get better each day br cause, i can't go on br living this way br br I sit there most days br in tears, and blood br just wishing that br I didn't do it br br But i can't take back br everything that happened br even though when i did it br I new it was wrong br br So each day, is like a knife br through the heart br I'm trying to get better br but it's just not working br br I try to live every day to the full br but my mind starts to wonder br and take a different track br br I end up sat crying br and feel like i'm dying br on the inside br br br br br Written on the 2332010br br jess jaynebr br