looking back on it now, br I really didn't have many friends, br looking back on it now, br I was the outcast of the group, br looking back on it now, br I was seen as the stupid one, the joke, br looking back on it now, br I lived in the vain of being someone eccual to evryone, br br looking back on it now, br I was continnually mocked and laughed at, br looking back on it now, br I didn't really had someone to turn to, br looking back on it now, br I started to realise the truth, br looking back on it now, br I noticed what was going on, br looking back on it now, br I couldn't change it anymore, br br looking back on it now, br I made some mistakes, I know, br looking back on it now, br I have been toyed with to much, br looking back on it now, br I should let my voice be heared more, br looking back on it now, br I should stand firm and demand the respect I deserve, br for I have changed to someone you could call ' a normall, yet silly, person ' maybe even ' a friend ', br but that all depends on you dearest reader, br br looking back on it now, br I have no idea, br looking back on it now, br that this was going to get so long.