Mom's surgery today, though her behaviour is br infuriating and my (self-) righteous indignation br excruciating - I'm dying in my skin, waiting to br hear the report from sis who argued with mom br on their way to the hospital - mom insisting to br greet a friend - then being late br br Whatever outcome, I must be informed, I walk br up and down - haunted - a spirit possessed - br how shall I deal with the result - what is to be br PLEASE let me know - mom is irrational but br then she has always been; even if she were br oblivious to our existence, it is great br br To know her; though an Astrogenetic Leo like br mom creates problems, she is also unique br and her heart is BIG - much bigger than br yours and mine! br br ...