So angry br The feeling of betrayal br Suffacating my senses br A thousand attempts br Is a thousand failures br br Only expect everything less br Hope br A distant aspiration br Darkness br A promising relaxation br br Muffled screams br And stiffled cries br Never wish hello br Only cursed goodbyes br br This feeling in my chest br Is no longer a feeling br Born into the darkness br Nursed by the pain br br It courses through my veins br Don't try to tell me it's okay br Because you'll be lying to my face br br All hopes and dreams br All laughs and smiles br Have been washed away br br No love, no loss br No hope, no tears br Plain and simple br No tries, no fears br Still alive but barely breathing.