I wanted to write br for you tonight br but I can't think of what to say. br The days are getting longer, br the nights are getting harder, br the distance is feeling farther br and we're not getting stronger. br In fact, I've no hopes br that one day, br you'll stay. br I don't miss you so much br as I did before; br I can't picture my sons with br your eyes anymore. br I don't hold my breath br when I see a white pick up br and peer through the glass br of the driver's side door br hoping to find br you there.