I made the day and a half from Texas br to Saltine Sea Cali holding on to br what meant the world to me of memories br a looking glass from true past, br br Are there some secrets embedded down br In the frozen ground, in the frozen pain br that never goes away, br I never wanted to say goodbye I needed br you alive, br br Under a cold moon and a fractured sky br my heart just cried over time br There's a universe there behind those eyes br a looking glass I once had, br br You're gonna make good on promises br That you know you could stand up to this world br By some conspiracy of Heaven and a life of br true hell Cause no one here worships truth br br suddenness Though I wish they would br I can hear them calling me over in my mind br over in the looking glass of my true past br I hold on to the memories of you, br br I'm on the edge of something I wish I could br tell you how I feel but I can't nothing is br real you are dead br So I just keep running from the pain I feel br I'm on the edge and about to fall to lose it all, br br I don't need a vision I'm just waiting on collisions br of my brain right down to my crying soul of the br looking glass of me wishing you was still hear with me, br br I'm patient for decisions and some stormy revelations br I can claim from the start I'm kicking up a storm br holding on to the memories of you with me.