Oh how can I find my soul br it had been lost sometime br ago out in the snow, br br Where life is not thirsty br or happy of the life I had br made for myself, br br It is so cold outside not br even angels fly br darkness and gloom is br everywhere in my room , br br The saying of goodbye I do br stand on the edge of true br darkness where I cry all br the time, br br I am always told stay strong br and keep cold because life br is no promise, br br lies are told in everyone's br ears that hears br lies that makes the soul cry br all the time with no end, br br Oh where do I begin oh soul br of mine of long ago how do br I take control.