So here I am silently br Moonlight peering in br Trapped inside my suffering br In my box again br br Thoughts free flowing through my head br Of who I am and where I've been br Try so hard to keep you out br Yet and still I let you in br br Shadows from the darkness br Dancing on the walls br Subtle retribution br Echoing throughout it all br br My creative well is broken br I'm allowed no reprieve br The silence becomes deafening br And the walls begin to breathe br br Searching for absolution br Nothing is all I see br The little insomniac br Ooh, lucky me br br The hours tick pass slowly br My head has settled down br My body feels so heavy br Like the bones beneath the ground br br Looking at the manuscript br My brain decides to bleed br And sleep comes to welcome me br Until it decides to leavebr br Kristen Brownbr br