Why do you always got a bottle of vodka? br The burning sensation is the only warmth I know. br It loves me, when I don't love me. br For small change, I can change and feel nothing. br It's not a bottle of miracles br and isn't the solution, br but it's my only option. br br As I stumble into gutters and drains, br I look up to the stars and smirk, br for the mess that I am, br is better than the wreck in pain.