I haven't seen you, my son since long br The thought of you in my faltering days br Makes my heart throb with pain br I still yearn for your sight br And hold you in my frail hands br But I can't, I'm weak br I want to hug you before I die br I want to dwell in the plump feeling of the baby br That I so much cuddled in the past br I yearn for your chubbiness br I think of the past days while holding you in my arms br Peering into your eyes and your innocent smile br I hoped for the rosy future days br You r cherubic look still lingers in my eyes br I hardly forget those hopeful days br That you will be beside me during my last days br But alas! All in vain! br Forgive me if I hurt you in my past br I am oblivious of the pain caused in my ignorance br It gives me a lump in my throat br When I think of you br The warm rolling drops on my cheek s br Often calm s my ailing heart br The magic potion before my fearsome death br Is to hug you before my last breathbr br Raj Gopaulbr br