Thinking. br br Not quite thinking. br More aware of being aware of br Not quite thinking. br br Like seeing a sign: br ‘Thought ahead’, br And absent-mindedly br Turning off the road br Before being stuck br In a traff-think jam. br br Or br Relentlessly rolling br An overweight br Almost Thought br Tantalisingly close br To the top br Of br Sisyphus Hill br With its br Promised perspectives br Clear to br Heaven and Hell, br Only br To feel the failure: br The fallback: br Its faintest echo br Evaporating, br Fading forlornly br Through the misty br Fingers of intangibility br Toward its own, unborn, infinity.