you may not believe it br but there are people br who go through life with br very little br friction or br distress. br they dress well, eat br well, sleep well. br they are contented with br their family br life. br they have moments of br grief br but all in all br they are undisturbed br and often feel br very good. br and when they die br it is an easy br death, usually in their br sleep. br you may not believe br it br but such people do br exist. br but I am not one of br them. br oh no, I am not one br of them, br I am not even near br to being br one of br them br but they are br there br and I am br here.