Your eyes speak in silence br of disgust and shame br Piercing my thinning armor br slowly decaying my defenses br br If only I could speak br explain my incapacities br Make you feel… br what I feel br br A turning away br not wanting to understand br Your ignorant anger br breathing down on meager souls br br Into shadows I hide br wistful of a life without hope br Crawling in blind humility br looking for retribution br br If only I could speak br enlighten you of a dreadful dream br Believing it not real br simply to awaken in it…alonebr br Gary Scott Gebertbr br